I really need to quit smoking. I just really don’t want to though. I don’t have any other vices except smoking and well.. the computer. I have tried everything from the patch (it made me bitchy), that pill (made me nauseous), cutting down, and other non 12 step things like quitting cold turkey. Nothing works. It’s probably because, deep down, I don’t really want to quit.
I was smoking Marlboro 100′s and as they got too expensive I switched to USA 100′s (which are almost $2.00 cheaper). Some days I smoke about a pack other days I smoke more… it depends on the stress level of the day.
I don’t need to be preached to about this. Many have tried and failed. I just want to do what I want to do. Everyone will die eventually. After all.. we all start dying the moment we are born.
